“My friends were like, ‘Come! We’re gonna have a fun summer ’ And then I met Pete, and it was an amazing distraction. “They didn’t see the years of work and fighting and trying, or the love and exhaustion.”

“People don’t see any of the real stuff that happens, so they are loud about what they think happened,” she said. She was constantly consumed with worry and would often track him to make sure he wasn’t on a bender. With Miller, she said his addiction became too heavy to handle. I’m walking this fine line between healing myself and not letting the things that I’ve gone through be picked at before I’m ready, and also celebrating the beautiful things that have happened in my life and not feeling scared that they’ll be taken away from me because trauma tells me that they will be.” “I have to be the luckiest girl in the world, and the unluckiest, for sure.

I see myself onstage as this perfectly polished, great-at-my-job entertainer, and then in situations like this I’m just this little basket-case puddle of figuring it out,” she said. “I’m a person who’s been through a lot and doesn’t know what to say about any of it to myself, let alone the world.

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